I'm at odds when it comes to drinking. I like drinking hard liquor, purely because it kind of allows me to let go of myself, which I guess is a bad thing. Like, I don't see the point (or appeal, and I've tried) of drinking purely for the taste or to not feel something. Multiple times, I drank and ended up really bad cause of my own **** that bubbled to the surface, but I've also had crazy fun adventures drunk.
Recently, I guess I've matured more, and realize it's stupid. I was sober for about 7 months before I had a drink, and I didn't get really drunk then, but when I sobered up in the middle of karaoke, I felt like absolute crap, although I was also sick. I haven't drank since then, I don't really have any intention to. I have nothing against it, really.