In highschool, I had many girls as close friends. Girls trusted me because I wasn't like every other guy who goes out their way to flirt, and try to get in their pants. To be honest, I didn't even know how to flirt -.- I did find some really attractive, and cute, but after hearing so much stories about the guys they like, and who they had intimacy with, I just kept my distance. some girls would eventually come out and say they had crushes on me, but we just laughed and giggled at it, and just stayed close friends. Then after highschool we all just drifted apart...I became otaku and none of them shared my interests or hobbies. I guess that's the end of that.
Online though, there was this one chick who I connected with very fast. like extremely fast. She had a boyfriend at the time, but he wasn't ever there for her, and she tells me he might be dead cause she didn't hear from him in like 3-4 months. I told her i had a crush on her, and she just friendzoned me. I was hurt a bit, but we still was friends, so I didn't stop talking to her...a month later, she said she had feelings for me, and she thought about me more than her ex everyday. we eventually ended up dating. a year and a half later from what i thought was a happy and successful relationship..she started growing very distant from me, and started hanging out, playing games, and voice chatting with other male friends she met online. After me calling her out on how I didn't like that. she left me...and now I'm just here hurt..feeling useless, and I ddon't know what I did wrong...I guess I was just always there..
I guess I was just rebound......