...I'M NOT MATURE. Well, actually, I take that back. I can be mature...when I actually want to be. Most of the time, I act very immature though. I hardly act my age, and I know I should learn to grow up. DAMMIT IT SUCKS BEING AN ADULT OKAY LOL FUCK. :(
Okay so, comparing to other people... no. I'm not mature. I may seem like it, but that's only because I've learned not to get ahead of myself and stuff. I also have varying developmental delays, so I'm somewhat behind in things compared to those my actual age. I guess I'm just so used to being childish that I often forget I'm actually an adult too. It's hard for me because I'm not ready to become an adult, and I feel as though I was rushed into it without ever having a chance to prepare.
I often wish that people could see that just because I'm physically an adult, doesn't mean that I am mentally. It's hard when I have to take on adult responsibilities and end up becoming totally overwhelmed and frustrated over it. I just can't stand being an adult. Besides, life is short. Isn't it better to just enjoy life by being immature before it's too late? That's how I always see it. Because later, when you really are older, and if you spent all your time being mature... you're going to regret it.
Why? Because you'll feel like you never had that chance to enjoy life to the fullest. lol sorry, I rambled on. XD