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I got 79% in my examination. Don't you guys think thats a celebration time. Yeah celebration time. Burges by me enjoy.no guys i am in only in 13 age its not right for me to eat bears. Should, i.
For a while now, since I hit the 9999 mark, I've been running around on my alt, [user]Genesystem[/user], because I couldn't really figure out the right thing to do for a 10k. And I did consider doing a long User Appreciation post or maybe something a little different than I'm used to.
But instead, I want to dedicate this 10,000th post to my wonderful pair, Symphony. Most of you probably better know her as Ayu, though for the sake of this, I'll be referring to her by the name that's most important to me, Lize. She also goes by CSSnerd26 and Legolas on occasion. Because she's weird.
In the context of PC, she's the reason that I'm even at ten thousand posts. When she got on...I admittedly got nervous. Jealous, even. If a charismatic person's said to have a silver tongue, hers is certainly made of gold. I don't really need to say how delightful she is to be around. I think that most of you that recognize the name probably already know, and I can pretty easily admit that I'm at the opposite end of that. So I started posting a lot more in a lot of different places to really get to know PC, because in the time that I've been here I can't say that I really gained a solid grasp of the userbase as a whole. Really, I just wanted friends, and Lize was good at talking to people and just naturally made friends so I wanted to prove that I could, too. So I essentially competed with her.
And damn was I stupid.
She never really wanted any of that. She wasn't trying to make me feel bad. Hell, the reason that she came to PC was because I was there. And in the long run, she's the reason I'm still here. Because she's always been there for me. Hell, when I was de-modded, she was the one who made me feel better and not decide to give up on...a few things.
She's one hell of a pair, really.
But even outside of PC, she's pretty amazing in ways that she'd never care to admit herself. I'd list them all here but I don't want to embarrass her more than I already have. I mean, I can't write about how she's so cute that I felt my position as a pair was constantly in danger thanks to potential suitors, or I can't talk about how she's so sweet that she's given me more than a few cavities. Because that first thing would be embarrassing and that second thing would be hoooorribly cheesy. I could write about how she's considerate to a usually self-deprecating degree, or how she's a hell of a lot smarter than she gives herself credit for, or how she's just plain fun to be around. But I won't. If I did, I'd have to admit to myself just how unfit to be her pair, and to be her friend, that I really am. And she's put up with all of my shit even when she never had to. And there was a lot of shit. Any other girl would've been done with it, but for some crazy reason she decided to stick with me through and through.
See what I mean? She's really weird.
But I love...er...appreciate that about her. If we're talking about being out of her league, I'd say I'm not even in the same game. And to be honest, all this time later, I still feel shocked that we've come this far together. It makes zero sense to me, but if my thankfulness for her existing could be quantified in water, I'd drown the entire world. And I still think that's selling it short. I've caused you a lot of trouble, Lize, and I could never make it up to you. I still don't think I ever can. Nor can I pay you back for everything you've done for me. But I can give you this and hope it means something. Hope that you can understand even just a fraction of how important you are to me, how much I appreciate you, and how nothing at all could make for a more fitting 10k post. After all, the subject of this one's already perfect.