I Love Myself

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    What do you think of yourself?
     
    zappyspiker said:
    I am also a shy ball of fluff.
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    Ball of fluff for sure. -points to your avatar-

    I used to hate myself a lot, deep self-esteem issues and self-confidence.

    But someone took me out from that darkness. (: So yeah, I've learn to love and care myself more.
     
    Depression does this funny thing where it makes you question all your self-worth.

    On my good days, I am pretty fond of myself. I like to think I'm fun, have great goals/ambitions, and am an overall good person. I try to stay focused on these when I can :)
     
    I dislike myself. There is nothing about me to like. I'm a cynical, tactless piece of shit who needs to grow up. Putting it as succintly as possible. I could type paragraphs about precisely why I dislike myself.

    But I chose to be the way I am, and I'll be damned if I don't take SOME pride in that. I have a lot of issues I didn't choose, but personality wise...yeah, I wouldn't have myself any other way. I made my bed, so I'll lie in it. It's not very comfortable sometimes, but I can sleep in it reasonably well, and I change the sheets regularly so it's not like it's crawling with anything nasty...and I'm taking the metaphor waaaaay too far again.
     
    I don't look at myself in either a good or bad way. I'm content while understanding that I need to do some major work on myself. In the situation I'm in right now, it would be very easy to judge me in a negative light but after you walk a mile in my nines, then it's easy to understand where I've been and where I'm going to. I have a lot of growing up to do and a lot of self improvement that I need to do, but everyone has that to deal with at one point in their lives.
     
    I think I'm not enough cat. I could be more cat. Maybe in the next life, I will be cat!
     
    I've spent over ten years of research on this subject. And I still don't quite understand it.

    It is a complicated thing, how I feel about myself. But I can say that it is negative like many others here. I question the value of my own existence in relation to others, not really thinking I have anything worth contributing or saying that people will listen to. My fear of everything prevents me from reaching my true potential, and I am constantly making mistakes and misunderstandings due to my lack of skill in socializing. The best thing I can say is that I try, I try hard to be a good person. It is just really damn difficult to control fifty different negative emotions constantly exploding throughout your mind.

    The complexity isn't helped by the fact that I am an insecure person with low self-esteem who conversely has a lot of pride, and uses that to try to combat it. To the point where I can sometimes seem arrogant and just... when I start describing these traits, I get so caught up in them that it seems anything good is eclipsed.
     
    I'm content with myself in most facets of life. sometimes I do regrettable things, but for the most part, I'm happy with how I come across and the reputation I've established for myself and the way that I look. this sounds boast-y. it's not. I swear.
     
    I like myself, I think that I am a good person. Or at least, I try my hardest.
    Hopefully this doesn't sound stuck up ^^
     
    I honestly wish I never existed to begin with. To make things worse, I shouldn't have existed under normal circumstances, but I was only born because of sheer (bad) luck. A diabolus ex machina, if that's not a stretch. (Incidentally, my birthday is legitimately on June 6, 1996... But that's more than likely a coincidence, so it doesn't really bother me.)

    However, since I am alive (and biologically designed to fear death?), I'm trying my hardest to make the best of things, and seeing if I can make any sort of difference with this worthless life of mine. Right now my biggest concern is my abysmal time management. If I can at least improve on that much, then maybe I might just respect myself a little more.
     
    Arylett Charnoa said:
    It is a complicated thing, how I feel about myself. But I can say that it is negative like many others here. I question the value of my own existence in relation to others, not really thinking I have anything worth contributing or saying that people will listen to. My fear of everything prevents me from reaching my true potential, and I am constantly making mistakes and misunderstandings due to my lack of skill in socializing. The best thing I can say is that I try, I try hard to be a good person. It is just really damn difficult to control fifty different negative emotions constantly exploding throughout your mind.
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    Pretty much me as of recent. My mind tends to suddenly come up with something negative to me and I'm like, "please stop that brain." Doesn't help I often compare myself to others and made myself feel worse (I'm pretty sure I mentioned this in a similar topic not too ago). Either way, though, it's still a struggle for me.
     
    Well some days I feel like I'm at the top of the world, and other days I feel like I'm a pile of shit. :p
     
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