Well I'm definitely not taken but I can't decide if it's a good or bad thing yet.
On one hand I do have some interest in trying to pursue romance again, but then I think that maybe I'm only interested in it because I'm not satisfied enough with myself. Usually if someone's eager to date they're probably bored, unhappy, lonely.. or in the worst case, lacking self-love and seeking to fill it with another person's. If any of those things are true (which they are for me), there's not enough satisfaction in my life to be okay with how it already is. Since I'm seeking a connection out of someone that's very deep and meaningful, I must be able to provide to them in kind. Can't do that if I'm too insecure and traumatized.
So I'll work on it.