Circuit
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da
I hate you. With all my being. You are never happy with anything and yet you never make any attempt to improve or change things. You're constantly in my life and I'm sick of your pessimism. I just want to get on, and do something. I want to improve, get better, and you constantly drag me back down to the point where I'm incapable of doing anything.
da
I wish I could tell you everything going on in my head. But I'm scared that if I did, you'd turn your back on me. I love how close we are, and losing that would crush me. But I also wish I could lean on you a little more. I really need it right now, as selfish as that is.
da
I know how useless I really am. Yet you manage to remind me every day. But I guess it's true actually. I really am, I can't do anything. I stumble along unable to pick myself up and I don't know how to ask the person who could help for that help. So many negatives bleh.
I hate you. With all my being. You are never happy with anything and yet you never make any attempt to improve or change things. You're constantly in my life and I'm sick of your pessimism. I just want to get on, and do something. I want to improve, get better, and you constantly drag me back down to the point where I'm incapable of doing anything.
da
I wish I could tell you everything going on in my head. But I'm scared that if I did, you'd turn your back on me. I love how close we are, and losing that would crush me. But I also wish I could lean on you a little more. I really need it right now, as selfish as that is.
da
I know how useless I really am. Yet you manage to remind me every day. But I guess it's true actually. I really am, I can't do anything. I stumble along unable to pick myself up and I don't know how to ask the person who could help for that help. So many negatives bleh.